| SKIPPY! |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|12:52 pm] |
GRADUATION - 6 DAYS!
i spend three hours on friday in mrs. houle's room with angela typing up an essay. wow...angela, thank you so much. you are a big help. and then on saturday, i went to the cleaners and she helped me with the LOT homework. i couldn't have done it without ang. if she didn't push me to do it, i know i never would have done it.
right now, i'm just waiting for chris and pepe to get here...we're gonna go pick up audrey and go to the rope swing.
anyways, update coming later. |
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| class picnic |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|08:16 pm] |
omg, the class picnic was alot of fun. the food was great and i loved bein there with my friends. ian had music blarring from his car...and it was great music too. we also got our yearbooks. i'm so happy that it came out nice. and my pictures and my blurb on my page came out awesome. :) i'm gonna miss everyone when i go away to college in the fall. these past four years have been tough but deffinatly fun.
now i'm just waiting for mr. martino to come over so he can hook up our wireless connection so i can be on the phone and online at the same time..everyone always tells me that they try and call but can never get through cuz i'm always online! lol. |
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| angela, stop stalking me! |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
| kiwikiss18's LJ stalker is vampireangel16! | | vampireangel16 is stalking you because they have you confused with someone else whom they love. They are also not very liked around here! |
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| i've fallen.... |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|06:15 pm] |
well, i haven't seen chris since friday, but we talk every day either online or on the phone. last night we were on the phone for like an hour and then we continued to talk online for like 3 more hours. he's so great. i'm glad we're taking things slow though. cuz that means there's more of a chance of things working out between us. as of now, we're friends, but i really hope things turn into a relationship with us. and like i said, it's good we're going slow, getting to know eachother. but man oh man, i got it so bad for him. here's Usher's lyrics to "U Got It Bad" it describes me so perfectly right now.
Usher - U Got It Bad
Courtesy of: jseraphin@prodigy.net
Oh, no, no, no, no, no...
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
1 - U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey
Repeat 1
Repeat 1 fade out
every word in this song is me. every last word of it. wow...i'm crazy for him. i don't even know why i like him so much. we have almost nothing in common. oh well. love's crazy like that. okay, i know i know, i'm not IN LOVE with him, but i feel like i love him. and, he likes me as more than a friend to! :) skippy! someone catch me...i've fallen again. |
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| omg! |
[May. 29th, 2004|02:44 pm] |
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i spent the night at my friend chris' house in hamden. he's so great. such a sweetheart. it was so nice of his friend josh to come get my yesterday even though he was supposed to be gettin ready to go his friends prom in east haven. but anyway, they came and picked me up, and then after running a few errands, josh brought me and chris to chris' house and we hung out there for awhile. then chris' friend matt who lives right up the street came over and we hung out, went to his house at like 11:30 and chilled there for awhile. they were quizing me on differant parts of cars and stuff since that's like their life. it was great. lol. some i got right, and some i didn't but oh well. i think if i can learn more about cars and stuff, i'll have a better chance of goin out with chris. i really really wanna be with him and he says he's not ready for another relationship yet but wants to try and pursue something which is wonderful. i know i say this about every guy, but he really is a great guy. i was talkin to matt about him and he told me alot of things about chris like how he would never cheat or lie or any of that stuff. and for some reason, i believe it. but anyway, i really really like him. and it's good that we're taking things slow. because that way, there's more of a chance of things with us workin out and not turning into a bunch of bullshit. anyways, enough of all that. time to end this. it's gettin lengthy |
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| ugh |
[May. 26th, 2004|04:43 pm] |
my toungue fuckin hurts like a biotch. but hey, it is my own fault right? i knew it was gonna hurt when i got it pierced. oh well. i'll live with it. and in a few more days, it won't be swollen anymore. cuz right now it's really swollen. but yea...i just woke up from takin a nap in the nurses office. i was so tired cuz i have been going to bed really late lately due to talkin to such an awesome guy. chris is so great. and i have so much fun talking to him. i really hope something comes out of all this because i really like him. even though niether of us want to rush into anything, we do want to try and pursue a relationship wich is really cool. he left me really sweet messages on an instant message for me during the night when i was sleeping. i couldn't help but smile when i saw them. :) and he's such a sweetheart (even though that's what he calls me) lol. but yea...i really hope things work out with me and him cuz i think he's great. anywho, just thought i'd update.
time to go now. |
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| quickie |
[May. 22nd, 2004|08:00 pm] |
i'm just doing a quick update
cuz i'm waiting for chris
and his friend pepe to get here.
then we're gonna go get stevie and
prolly just chill since it'll be like 8:15
when they get here and i have to be home by 10:00
since it's a school night.
so yea.
i gotta go get ready now.
update later. |
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| fun day |
[May. 22nd, 2004|12:27 am] |
so chris and his friend josh got lost
getting to my house...lol.
they didn't get here till 3:45 which
is when the movie started.
so we went to new milford anyway
and tried to find stevie...which was a lost cause.
so then we went to arby's and chris bought me lunch...
jeff actually said hi to me and smiled.
i was not expecting that.
so then chris and josh wanted
mcdonalds so that was our next stop.
so we parked there and hung out while they ate.
by this point it was like 4:45
and i called stevie and she was finally home
so we went to her house and then
went for a quick drive.
then i came home, went to babysitting,
came home at 11:00
and then chris and josh and
stevie and her friend came by
and we hung out in my driveway for like an hour and a half.
chris kissed me!
omg, he's such a good kisser.
he's got these incredibly soft lips and knows
just how to kiss the perfect way.
so yea...i think me and stevie might take the train
to hamden next weekend
and hang out there with them.
that should be alot of fun.
okay, bed time...it's 12:30.
and i'm tired. |
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| hhhmm |
[May. 21st, 2004|02:12 pm] |
i'm waiting for my friend
chris from hamden to get here.
he and his friend josh are comin by
to pick me up and we're gonna meet my
friend stevie at the bank street theater
and we're gonna go see Shrek 2.
i hope it's a good movie.
i never even saw the first one.
oh well.
then tonight at 6, i gotta babysit.
finally, i'm gonna make some money!
lol.
well, i'm gonna go get ready now.
update later. |
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| WHY?!? |
[May. 20th, 2004|11:07 pm] |
WHY DO I STILL CRY OVER HIM?
WHY CAN'T I JUST GET THE FUCK OVER HIM?
WHY DO I PUT MYSELF THROUGH THIS?
WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE IT BETTER?
WHAT CAN I DO SO I WON'T CRY?
HELP....
I'M FALLING....
SOMEONE PLEASE CATCH ME.... |
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| update. |
[May. 19th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
i'm bored so i figured i'd update.
yesterday i was supposed
to get picked up by tony and chris
and tony was gonna pierce my nose.
but then chris decided to be an ass
and make other plans,
tony couldn't get the needle he needed,
and even if he had, he was affraid
that if chris couldn't show him the way
to my house, he'd get lost.
oh well.
tony decided to say fuck it
and even if chris can't hang out today,
he (tony) will do his best to not get lost and
meet me at my house at 3:00 to pick me up
and go back to his house
where he has all his piercing stuff
so he can pierce my nose for me.
and then we'll prolly just go to the
mall and hang out or something.
so i'm hoping my plans for today somehow
don't get messed up.
well, i'm gonna go now...
update later. |
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| survey time. |
[May. 12th, 2004|03:12 pm] |
you
first name: Dana
middlename: lynn
age: 18
birthdate: 10/8/85
birthplace: 8six0
current location: my own lil world..
hair color: blonde
length: short
height: 5'3
eye color: blue
siblings?: 2 bro’s
pets?: dog, cat, horse
status: waiting patiently…
starting time: 10:18
current
current clothing: tank top, capris
current jewelry: none right now..
current hair: straight
current makeup: nutten
current time: 10:19
current date: may 13
current thoughts: I need to pass east/west
current sounds/music: some music on lindsay darlings computer
current annoyance: tracy birkins
current food: none
current beverage: none
current taste: eh idk..
current mood: tired
current nailcolor: none
current worry: I might not pass east/west…,
current wonder: what if I can’t get a job before I go to college?
current crush: no one right now
LAST PERSON YOU...
spoke to: ms. brugger
had a conversation with:steph
instant messaged: my friend mike from milford
emailed: tony
hugged: aud
kissed: j.v.
yelled at: hhmm…don’t think I’ve yelled at anyone for a long time
complimented: no one…lol
dissed:Emily mulhern
made plans with: no one
called on the phone: mike from milford
talked to on the phone: mike from milford.
said 'hi' to: him on the phone. um obviously mike
were excited to see: chris and tony
wished you were with: jeff…..
had a dream about: jon becker and his gf
fought with: I don’t fight with anyone.
made a joke about: uh..
laughed with: aud
cried about: when me and jeff broke up and then another time right after that was when I found out my grandma died.
told a secret to: no one
rode in the car with: no one lately
LAST...
item of food you consumed: candy
liquid you drank: milk
store you went to: tj maxx
place you drove to: no wheres
item you spent money on: souviners at busch gardens
song you listened to: let it burn- usher
cd you bought: eamon
time you showered: this morning
time you painted your nails: a few weeks ago
tv program you watched: American idol.
movie you went to see in the theater: man on fire.
time you made a fool of yourself in public: dont rem.
time you had a fight with your parents: awhile ago…
time you got grounded: like a year and a half ago
time you cried: the other night..
were embarassed: uhh idk
vacation you took: to Oregon and Arizona
time you cleaned your room: uh, never?lol. just kidding. I cleaned it like a few days ago
shaved:..this morning.
DO YOU..
die your hair: nope
smoke: sorta
speak another language: no
drink: very rarely
get more than 8 hours of sleep daily: nah, more like 6 or 7
shower daily: yesum
wear make up daily: nope
lie a lot: nopperz
make fun of others to their face: haha maybe if i really dont like u
go to more than 5 concerts a year: no
play any instruments: nope
HAVE YOU..
lied to your parents: doesn’t everyone?
cheated: no way
shoplifted: nope
been rejected: only a couple times.
rejected someone: yesumz
asked someone out: yesumz!
colored/died your hair: yesumz!
done something you didnt want to just for someone to like you: prolly
done anything you regret: yes!
fallen asleep during a movie: yea, in mr. winkle’s class every day…how can I possibly have a c in that class when I don’t do anything?
gotten in a physical fight: no way, fighting is dumb
been suspended: yupp
had a reaccuring dream: yes
made dinner for your family: nope
slept for more than 12 hours at a time: god no.
stayed up for 24 hours straight: yupp!
ran away: yupp!
complimented someone and not ment it: yes
FAVORITE..
place in the world to be: um…rhode island!
place to live: my own lil world..its great ;]
color: blue
color combination: blue and white.
outfit: my blue tanktop and blue capris
article of clothing: my sweatshirt from jwu
makeup brand: idk depends
item of makeup you cant be without: I can live without any of it.
actor: ashton kutcher
actress: idfk
movie: dawn of the dead
tv show: room raiders,charmed, 7th heaven, american idol!
band: good charloette
cd: eamon
song: usher- let it burn usher- confessions- jarule ft ashanit- mezmerized
type of movie: scary ones, and comedy
memory: when I was with jeff.
season: summer/fall
time of year: fall
holiday: x-mas, v-day, and my birthday
type of music: rap n r&b
food: depends on my mood
drink: wild cherry pepsi,snapple, starbucks coffee
candy: um…idk
radio station: 1041, 104.7, 93.7, 95.7
sport: softball & cheerleading
sport to watch: cheerleading & baseball
thing to do: spending time with my friends.
person to go to for advice: emma, jason
person who makes you happy: all my friends
person makes you laugh: emma
website: www.hotornot.com and www.facethejury.com
thing to do on the weekend: drink occasionally
thing to do alone: listen to music watch tv go online
thing to do when stressed out: talk to friends
book: hhmm….
thing to do when bored: sleep watch tv
teacher: stins
relative: my cousin liz.
time of day: afternoon
day of the week: friday
subject: hhmm…I don’t know…prolly film cuz I can sleep
WHAT..
pisses you off: hoz, liars
is a pet peeve of yours: when people have something to say and instead of sayin it themselves, they get other people to say it.
do you do on the weekends: go online
do you look for in a guy: someone i can trust,someone who really knows me and im not afraid to be me in front of someone who i can tell anything to and will be with me and there for me through thick and thin ;]
do you talk about with friends:anything and everything
music do you listen to: didn’t you already ask me this?
cd is in your cd player currently: nothin
are 5 things 5 feeet away from you?
- allie
- lindsay
- a phone
- a computer
- a table
5 things you've consumed in the last 24 hours?: i only have 3 lol
- soda
- sgettis
- chips
5 things youve said today to someone:
- do you like my powerpoint stack
- how does my pamphlet look
- ' im hungry'
- dumbass
5 things do you plan on doing later today:
- go to class
- watch tv
- go online
- call people
- going to bed
makes you happy?: being with friends.
makes you cry: stuff
biggest fear? That I won’t do well in college.
biggest goal?: um, I have a lot.
the one most important thing to you in life: a lot of things
Opposite Sex:
what is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes, personality
number one most important: personality
preferable hair color: blonde lol idk
eye color: i love light eyes the gorgeous crystal blue omg...
hair style: short
height: tall
personality characteristics: sense of humor, sweet, sensitive, kind, nice
FRIENDS
best friend: Jason, Emma
most daring: Jason
Funiest: emma
raziest: emma
mature: Angela
dumbest: prolly me…lol
smartest: Jason
best to be around: Emma
friend you had to be put in a room with for a week and wouldnt get annoyed with: Jason
one most like you: emma
coolest:all of em!
most likely to be a millionare: uhh..
most likely to be on fbi's most wanted: Jason…lol. Sorry hun.
END
ending time: 10:43
currently listening to: people talkin
what did you think of this survey: eh whatever i was effin bored! |
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| 6 weeks |
[May. 7th, 2004|11:26 am] |
i think there's about 6 weeks left till graduation.
omg, i can't wait.
however, i do need to pass east/west.
oh well, i have confidence.
i can do it.
the senior class trip was awesome.
got along with everyone...(well, almost everyone.)
dad bought a new car.
i thing it's a vw gti.
not to sure though.
well, i gotta go, i'll try to update more often. |
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| second level |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|10:09 pm] |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test |
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| service |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|11:55 pm] |
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omg, the plane ride yesterday to oregon was AWFUL! the first flight (from hartford to Phenoix) was 5 and a half hours long. we left the house at 5:00 am. on the flight, the only way you could get something to eat was by paying for it. since i was starving, my parents and i split a 7 dollar meal which had a muffin (which my dad ate) yogurt (which my mom ate) and a bowl of fruit that i ate. most of the plane ride, i was either sleeping or throwing up in the bathroom. i got some stomach virus or something. :( then we had a three hour flight from pheonix to eugene or. that was also awful. there was this group of people who just WOULD NOT SHUT UP! they were like in their mid 40's and were loud and obnoxious. then my aunt's new husband came and meet us, and my brother who flew in from san fran. so we all went to my aunts house and got greeted by my aunt and my cousin jeff and his wife tara. then my cousin liz showed up. then me and liz went around and did some errands and picked up her two adorably cute and sweet kids from the babysitter. omg, her kids are 2 yrs. and the other one is 5 months. they're so cute. then i spent the night at my cousin liz's house while my parents and brother spent the night at my aunts house. then i kept getting sick again today. my grandma's service is in a couple hours. hopefully that goes okay. well, i need to go get ready. update tomorrow hopefully. |
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| oregon and grandma's service. |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|04:34 pm] |
so tomorrow i leave for oregon.
friday is my grandma's memorial service.
me, my bro, and one of my cousins
are all gonna read something from the bible.
i get to read "Hear the word from the New Testament Book of John Chapter 14 Verses 1-6
hopefully i'll (and everyone else)
will get through the service okay.
then on saturday, we're having a party
for my other cousin's son
cuz he's gonna be two,
and on sunday, it's her husbands birthday
plus sunday afternoon me, my parents and my aunt
go to arizona to bury my grandma's ashes.
we're gonna stay at my other grandma's house.
i'll try and update once while i'm gone. |
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| fun stuff. |
[Apr. 18th, 2004|12:42 pm] |
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so my parents met manny yesterday and think he's great. they don't even mind that he's 24 since he's such a nice guy. yesterday he came over and we went to starbucks and i treated him to a frappacino and a sticky bun since he was so nice to drive all the way from hartford a second day in a rowe to see me. then in the southbury parking lot, he taught me how to drive his car since it's a stick shift. i did pretty well. not as hard as i thought it would be. hehe. it was great. then he let me drive home. then we decided to go back to hartford cuz he had shit to do. he let me drive all the way there! i'm surprised he trusted me with his car after just meeting me yesterday. we went to the hospital to visit his dad cuz his dad just had a double bypass. so i met his mom and dad. they were alright i guess. then we went to the garage to so he could work on his race car. cuz he's on the racing team for university of hartford. it was okay i guess. then we went back to his house and watched a little bit of a movie. by this point it was like 10 and he drove me home. i feel bad that he used so much gas. when i told him that he was like "don't worry, it was worth it" he's so great. he seems like my type. nice guy. knows what he wants in life. goes to school. stuff like that. |
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| first entry... |
[Apr. 17th, 2004|09:29 am] |
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well, yesterday i spent the day with my friend manny, his friend, and his friends girlfriend. they came and picked me up (they're from hartford) and we went to ny to see the auto show. it was fuckin awesome. i got some great pics if anyone wants to see them. i don't have much to say at the moment though so i'm gonna go. |
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